And if only one thing had happened differently,

if that shoelace hadn’t broken,

or that delivery truck had moved moments earlier,

or that package had been wrapped and ready , because the girl hadn’t broken up with her boyfriend,

or that man had set his alarm and got up five minutes earlier,

or that taxi driver hadn’t stopped for a cup of coffee,

or that woman had remembered her coat and had gotten into an earlier cab,

Daisy and her friend would have crossed the street.

And the taxi would have driven by.

But life being what it is,

a series of intersecting lives and incidents,

out of anyone’s control,

that taxi did not go by,

and that driver was momentarily distracted.

And that taxi hit Daisy.

But,life being what it is,a series of interesting lives and incidents,out of anyone’s control.

第一次，当它本可进取时，却故作谦卑；

第二次，当它在空虚时，用爱欲来填充；

第三次，在困难和容易之间，它选择了容易；

第四次，它犯了错，却借由别人也会犯错来宽慰自己；

第五次，它自由软弱，却把它认为是生命的坚韧；

第六次，当它鄙夷一张丑恶的嘴脸时，却不知那正是自己面具中的一副；

第七次，它侧身于生活的污泥中，虽不甘心，却又畏首畏尾。

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白天我寄居别人的肉体内，以填补我苍白的空虚。晚上我飘在城市的最高点，享受着夜的宁静。

永恒的存在，以前是那么地遥不可及。然而拥有之后，带来的只是无尽的空虚。

眼前过往的全是涌动的罪恶。这肮脏的世界，这虚假的人心！

黑夜可以带来令人麻痹的宁静，却掩盖不了人心邪念的骚动。

哈哈，我要点燃他们的欲望，斗吧，杀吧，都死在贪欲之火中烘烤吧！我又有肥硕的灵魂作为佳肴了。

来，接受洗礼，成为永恒的存在吧。你将再也不会有饥饿、寒冷、痛苦，甚至爱憎。